Today I left home to go to school at about 10 in the morning and returned home at about 11 at night. Insanity, I tell you. There was a 6 hour class that will run every other week, and it was quite draining. The teacher is a good guy who I had before. The drawing model did not show up, and so the class had the unique distinction of drawing portraits of me in a devious thinking pose. The students’ drawings confirmed what I have known for quite some time: I am one evil looking dude. After class, a bunch of us went to a big library for a group project. Spent a long time there, but it was fun. Even though the hours were long and the lengthy travel time takes its toll, it was a good day.

Somehow the rumors of me not returning to school had spread around quite a bit, despite me never explicitly giving an answer one way or another. I didn’t really think that I mattered all that much to become the subject of gossip. I must be a popular Ninja. While I’m sure that they’d all be having just as much fun without me, it’s nice to feel like I belong somewhere.

I seem to have carved my own niche at this school. Everyone knows that I’m the tall, bearded, frowny guy. And I’m ok with that.

But I am really freaking tired.

Sayonara.

So recently I’ve gotten some nasty little anonymous messages in my guestbook. You know the kind, the sort of poorly worded and poorly spelled juvenile garbage constantly being spewed forth by the brain-dead scum of the Internet. Perhaps the work of a few people, perhaps the work of one. I intend on addressing several of them very soon, but just to prove that I’m not blind to the fact that there are people out there insulting me on my own website, I’ve got this to say.

You got a problem with me? You don’t like the way I do things? You think I suck? Fine. But at least have the guts to stand by your thoughts. Leave a freakin’ name. Leave a freakin’ e-mail address. Try to actually spell something right and use some damn punctuation. Save the petty name calling and insults for recess time. And most of all, back up your opinions with something tangible.

Otherwise you’re just another 12 year old would-be bully here in this virtual schoolyard playground, trying in vain to be tough while pretending to be cool. You make me sick, but only because I think you’re pathetic.

Certainly, if people have something to say, they can just go ahead and say it. I’m not going to stop anyone from saying anything negative. But if you can’t do that in an intelligent manner, then obviously you shouldn’t have come to this website in the first place, because it’s just too damn smart for you. Don’t waste your time, and don’t waste mine.

And for anyone out there who has a different opinion than those which have been staining the site recently, please share. I will always appreciate it.

These kinds of messages don’t upset me at all. They’re too stupid to sweat over and worry about or even take seriously. But I have to say that I get disappointed when I check my guestbook or my e-mail and messages like that are all I get. If you dig what I do, then say so, and say why. And if you don’t, same thing. Say so, and say why. Got it? Thank you.

Sayonara.

Though yesterday I didn’t. Nobody did.

So at about 4 in the afternoon I was working on an update for the Weblog here. I had just about finished when, as usual, something bad happened. And chances are that if you’re reading this, it happened to you too.

The power went out just after 4 P.M. and didn’t come back until about 4 A.M., leaving me in the dark for almost 12 whole hours. It was crazy. Lucky for me, I’m a ninja, and the darkness is not my enemy. I think I adapted pretty well.

If any of my previous Anime students are reading this, there’s a message for you on the board. Fairly self explanatory.

A special hello goes out to samurai_blade_60, who apparently is a former student of mine who has decided to take his frustration over his lack of talent out on me. I tried to reply to his poorly-worded e-mail but i am unsure if it went through. If that is the case, then this guy is a total coward, unwilling to back up his feelings with a name and e-mail address. Here’s a taste of what he had to say.

“i dont really your art you rely to much on style pluse you think your japanese but your not”

Lovely. Can you believe that? He doesn’t really my art! Come to think of it, I don’t really my art very much either.

Transformers Armada issue #14 is out, beginning the Generation 1 crossover. Not only does it have the original Galvatron destroying anyone who gets in his way, but it also has Starscream giving Megatron the finger. Seriously. It rules. Buy it.

“I have always lived in darkness. I will never fear death.” – Akuma

Sayonara.

I am disgusted.

Read this and you’ll see why.

Done reading? Good. Ninja rant time.

So this guy in Texas sold an adult comic book… to an adult. And for that he’s getting into trouble. Why? Because comics are for kids, of course!

Yeah, right.

First of all, whoever it was that came up with this plot to ruin this guy’s business for the sake of their ideals and morals did so in such a crooked and underhanded way and I would be quick to call them dogs without honor. I am sure that this is the work of a fundementalist parent group or some other sort of loud-mouthed batch of soccer moms that have all too often tried to take entertainment away from people. They make me sick.

I’m not into hentai manga, but that doesn’t mean no one else should be either. That’s not the real issue here. What I’m so angry about is that even after the expert testimony, the whole “just for kids” argument is what has won out. For crying out loud, comic books are NOT just for kids! Same deal with animation, toys, and video games. But because these mediums are seen by the ignorant masses as something that is meant for kids, we’ve got to “protect the children”.

What a bunch of garbage.

I’ve always felt very strongly about these sorts of issues. I want to know what you have to say. Hit the boards and talk.

Sayonara.

Wow. I’m done. I’m actually finished this freakin’ website. And it only took me a year. Unbelievable.

Yep, it has been exactly one year to the day when I last added new content to SykoGrafix. Aside from a brief update in Januaray, there has been nothing new until now. In previous updates I had spoken multiple times of a new design, including saying that there would be no further updates until said design was ready.

What you see before you now are the fruits of that maddening labor.

For the rundown on what’s new with SykoGrafix, see the Latest Updates page.

Ok, so this is the weblog, where I get to talk about whatever. I’ll probably update it on a fairly frequent pace. Not daily, but probably more frequently than the rest of the site.

What to say now? Hmm. Perhaps I’ll talk about the last year.

I finished my second year at the Ontario College of Art and Design. I am not very happy about how it went, and I am re-evaluating my options. I hate to say that, though, because I met a lot of great people who have become very good friends of mine.

Currently I am hoping to get a job as a comic book colourist. Part of the reason (but not the whole reason) I had such a tough time at school last year was because it really hurt being forced to sit on the sidelines and wait for all of that to be over so I could do what I really wanted. I need to be a part of the action and I’m willing to do what it takes to get there. I was trying very hard to bring focus to my life but school was taking away from that. I hope that this site will help me obtain what I’m after. Sink or swim, I’m going to try until I get it.

I was at Anime North 2003, which you can read about here. I was also at TransformersCon, but I didn’t have a camera so no report on that other than I had a good time.

I cut my hair. Shocking, yes, I know. The long blond tendrils, and everything else, have been reduced to a simple fuzz now residing happily underneath a bandana.

Things that I like: The new TMNT TV show on the Fox Box, Shonen Jump, Super Mario Sunshine, Transformers Armada, Transformers: The War Within, Transformers G1 Volume 2, Marvel Mangaverse, Ultraman Tiga, the Evangelion movies, Gamera, The Hulk, Matrix Reloaded, X-2, Game Boy Advance SP, and some other stuff.

Things that I hate: The jackass who signed my guestbook right before I switched over to the “It’ll be back soon” message who said how bad my artwork is, then challenged me to e-mail him so he could teach me a thing or two, but didn’t even leave an address. What an idiot. But I’ll get to that, and similar topics, another time.

Please take a good look around and let me know what you think about SykoGrafix. I’m especially hopeful that the message board will be seeing a lot of activity, so please sign up and post! I might just put something special up there every once and awhile before it makes its way to the main site, so by all means, make yourself a part of what is sure to be an amazing community.

More will come soon, but for now I leave you with this single question.

Who can destroy Ninjatron?

Sayonara.